I am
A little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I can’t help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it’s like
No matter what I do
I can’t convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I’m not
But I’ll be here
‘Cause you’re all that I got
I can’t feel
The way I did before(...) devam
Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m
In disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I
Need you to go
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don’t stay
Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just fe(...) devam
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confus(...) devam
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
[Unless I try to start again]
I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That i’m the one confused
(Nakarat)
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’(...) devam
I watch how the moon sits in the sky
on a dark night shining with the light from the sun
the sun doesn´t give light to the moon
assuming the moon´s going to owe it one
it makes me think of how you act to me
you do favours and then rapidly
you just turned around and start asking me about
things you want back from me
[Nakarat]
I´m sick of the tension, sicck of the hunger
sick of you acting like I owe you this
find another place to feed your greed
while I find a place to rest
I want to be in ano(...) devam
Break…
I’m about to break!
I need room to breathe… (x3)
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I’ve said before
All these words, they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
But you’ll find that out anyway
I find the answers aren’t so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts, they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again (x5)
Just like before…
Everythin(...) devam
Tövbekâr ettin sensiz geçen zamana
Sıyrıldım sakın sanma senden kalan Lara’yla
Bak bana oğlum aşkla oyun oynama
Nasıl bir kader yazdım Tanrım ben bir başıma
Söyle sev sevelim, ister öl de ölelim
Kurban al canım vereyim benden armağan sana
Dertli dertli ah anlat bana dertli
Gururdan mı onurdan mı yoksa derdi
Günahı çok sevabı yok, sorma dertli
Sorun mu çok?
Cevabın yok ağla dertli
(...) devam
Insafin yokmu senin
Hazirmiyim degilmiyim sormadin
asik ettin kendine
sonrada hic orali olmadin
Simdi benden ne istersen
benim sana hayrim yok (x2)
tarafindan katledildim
senin bana hayrin yok
yoooooook
Askta dertler katmer katmer
dertlenirsem & dellenirsem
hak ver hak ver (x2)
Seytan diyor yol ver son ver
sevene de bari son kere şans ver
(...) devam
Herkesin bildiğini kimden saklıyorsun sen
Adın çıkmış bir kere kimi aklıyorsun sen
Hergün başka bir yerde hergün başka biriyle
Gezdin tozdun reklam oldun tüm milletin dilinde
Alem biliyor adam değilsin
Böyle geldin öyle gidersin
Dilenme benden aşk dilenme
Tek sözüm sana Allah versin
Alem biliyor adam değilsin
Böyle geldin öyle gidersin
Dilenme benden aşk dilenme
Tek sözüm sana Alah versin
Son sözüm sana Allah versin
Sen eski sen değilsin değiştin haline bak
Bir öyl(...) devam
Ah, ada sahillerinde bekliyorum
Her zaman yollarını gözlüyorum
Seni senden güzelim istiyorum
Beni şad et Şadiye başım için
Nerede o mis gibi leylaklar
Sararıp solmak üzere yapraklar
Bana mesken olunca topraklar
Beni yad et güzelim başın için
Adalardan modalara geçilir
Yar elinden zehir olsa içilir
Bu dünyada başa gelen çekilir
Beni şad et şadiye başın için
(...) devam